calvinalovee

addicted to sunnyd

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 21:11:28 GMT

i have spent a lot of today just filling out job applications online. walgreens, planet smoothie, walmart -failed the assessment test- and macys.
i also canceled my loan that i applied for.
going home tomorrow to see my two lovers.
things seem to be getting more complicated.

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:01:17 GMT

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:43:50 GMT

finals for my first semester of college are this week and history is really the only problem.
i'm looking forward to going home this coming weekend and staying for a good month.
which i'm sure it will be anything but good.
i get my hopes up and i'm always let down.
if i could just learn to focus on girl friends and family when i'm home
instead of boyfriends and ex boyfriends then i'd be ok i'm sure.

i pretty much dream up a way i expect a guy i like to be and once i get to know him
he's not as great as i had imagined.
my expectations are possibly too high or guys just aren't into me as much as they say.
because they sure let me down.